random word vomit.

Being bounded by high school way of writing essays,yes that is how i write.well,my friend categorize me that way in every post that i have written so far.having its strict introduction,body and closing paragraph.well,i would like to think otherwise but baby,its fact *talking to myself*.Even the introductory to this post i have scripted it into my head for the last 5 minutes,walking up and down the stairs of my cream coloured home,together with all the rough ideas to the contents that follows later on.

is it wrong to be me?i think,plan and well vomit the product that i wanna see.it have been my way of thinking.they say to be able to write good,write about something that u know.well,come to think of it,i just dont know a lot of things,even my diary of "the things that i do today" that was written in the frontal lobe of my brain was full of blurrish images of me walking, sleeping and starring in front of the laptop.and even sometimes i tell people stories about myself,i'm just makking assumptions,assumptions that are not even constant.like a variable or an unknown that is present in the equation of my life.

as i sit here,typing my words out,i just wish that im such a good writer.to be able to describe the perfect colour combination of yesterday's sunset,to be able to picture the human emotion as if they were so easy to be read.i don't know the creative process of a writer,how thier creative juices flow from their cerebral cortex to the neurons innervating thier fingers giving them signals to type to thier keyboards.did they write in an impulse or is it planned?do each common words understood by commoners like you and me scribbled and replaced by words suiting thier degree in yale or what not so that it will be grand and astonishing.

as i bulimic-ally just vommited the words,forcing my brain to think harder,i pictured this post to be epic.picture it to be inspiring and influencing to the readers that reads my blogs to say "HAH!I should write like him".well,that epicness just have to wait since i just wrote digital rubbish into this column.even i dont know the purpose of this chunky bits of word dirrohea*enuff with the vommit already*

*hi-5 for a random note*

dreams.

i wanna live a dream,and continue dreaming,and even live with it.i'm always impressed on how a writer could capture a single moment in time,and put it in words.words that are as simple as having a toasted bread with peanut butter and jelly in the morning, composed it becomes epic and grand.But while having those grand appraisal from me,he still keep in check of reality,,as real as you and me.

"We stared at each other, and in that moment, I swear we were infinite, or only I." - chicken shit-

new products

after clearing out most of my acne problems and oily skin with some dry skin traces,my kiehls ultra facial clenser finished its last blow of medicinal care for my skin.

and after reaching home,with no money to by a new one,i cleanse my face with the acai toner using cotton from my mom's leftover stock.after days of peeling off the "daki" over my face and neck i boughtthe safi gamat just to fill the requrements of my clensing facial routine.

along with this i bought myself my long awaited rexonamen quantum spray deoderent even my rexonamen V8 medival way of deoderenting*(i mean roll on) dint finish cuz i love the scent of this grey-ish green little sprayng monstah.so thats it.

after exposing some of my shtuffves on the net,now i feel like a whore.HA

oh god,,i love him and her

old songs,made cover.and dude,,its a super cool one.one icecool eskimo pacific cool.



and with that,karmincovers u deserve my 1.5 thumbs up for making me swayin'
*(like i have the rights to rate someone,harhar)

tioman was FUN,FUN,FUN

one evening at toman*(one of my fave)

it wasn't as sunny when we leave that place,the sky was a bit cloudy but the ocean breeze was still nice.like riding a motorcycle with the speed of 30-40 kmph if i were to describe it.listed as ten of the most beautiful island,Tioman have it charms.
From the start of anticipating this whole holiday,waking up at 5 in the morning,driving before the sun rises,seeing the veils of the morning mist covers the road and the palm plantations,our journey starts with a mission to arrive at the mersing jetty.the ride was technically smooth,and the scenary was gorgeous.upon arriving at the destined place,we settled everything from the ticket for accomodation,ferry and even having our breakfast that was sponsored by Aidid's mom.if i have known it i would have eaten more.we were asked to pay rm5 per person for the marine park fee.This is to preserve the natural wonders of tioman.even before the ferry arrived at the jetty,i was nervous.nervous of weather i will get the mabuk laut or not.apparently i do fell a wee bit dizzy initially because the white ferry that carried us moved very slowly until the point that i can feel and picture each rocking and movement of the ferry in detail.but after a while when the ferry moved faster,i got the hang of it.
our stop at tioman was at "Kampong Genting".we are greeted by brother Hisham and he pushed our bellogings inside of a long wooden cart that seems to be man made.the moment that the orange juice slide through our throat,moisturising and hydrating it,we felt awed.the reception of our visit was truly amazing.after sleeping like nocturnals for quite a number of hours,in the evening we take a stroll through the village and the beach.
in the second day,after preparing to go to the breakfast,we took a nice shot of photographs.with the timer set on 10sec,we all smiled and anticipate the activity of the day.SNORKELING!
we rented all the equipments for snorkeling and board on the boat to take us there.the wether is nice and sunny.upon arriving to Pulau Rengis,i take the lead.slowly going out of the boat into the open seas.the first glance amazed me for eternity.though it was hard at first adjusting the snorkel and preventing yourself from drinking the sea water*(YUKS!),the sight of the fishes swimming at you,with the corals below were truly amazing.and i found out that if you stay still,in the water,the fish will come to you and look you in the eye.it was the same for our second snorkel site that is the marine park,only the fishes is bigger and hungrier.we finished at about 12 o'clock and later that evening,we go through cycling.although the bikes are a bit rusty and not safe,it was fun to have cycled up and down the roads that only have the size for bicycles and motorcycles.
in the night,we have our barbecue diner consist of barbecued things like fish,chicken and the best of it,lambs.so far for the two days there,i felt happy,and relaxed.the feeling when your sitting alone,on a rock,with music composed by the waves kissing the sand and the clear evening skies that is food for your eyes and lastly breeze of the ocean that explains how crystal clear yet mysterious the ocean is, was holiday to me.and this is all because my friends were there.we talked more on politics*(because one of us is intrested in them),expiriences of love,worries for the future and things that need to be fixed and advices that need to be shared.
as we are waiting for the ferry to arrive,feeding the fishes with cheezels and twisties*(because we run out of stocks of bread) is the moment to be remembered.the sight of sudden launching of the todak to its prey from far away is truly amazing.
the chapter of Tioman is done.One truly amazing and mesmerizing Tioman.

the guys responsible for my happiness at tioman;)
*(on our 2nd day)

p/s;the budget is only around 300 per person;)

its monday

its monday and this is the list of things that i did today ;

*woken up by my sis with the most laziest posture a human can ever made.
*make 4 toasted bread just like any other regular day.have a smal chit chat with my sis
*start the car
*reverse it
*switch to gear two and bla3.
*send my sis to work.
*go to A's house just to find out that he had have plans for today.start being worried of what to do.
*list to A what is making me worried randomly
*get out of A's parent's house and into my dad's car.
*decided to go to jusco bukit indah while trying to hold in my poop
*arrived at jusco.
*bought things for my holiday trip*(yeaaay!sumpah unnecesary things je beli)
*bought sushi,there is no small package of soy sauce for sushi sold.decided to gamble home hoping that there is any "sos kicap".
*oh frgot,message Ab and An about what sushi to eat for begginers and what power bar is good.well they replied late so i just go with my guts.
*arrived home,yeeaaayy there is "kicap masin" in the fridge
*watched kurosagi and bleach.
*at 5.15 got out of house to pick up my sis.but decided to go to shopping mall to search for something.
*arrived at shopping mall.bought a drink and a parking lot that cost rm2 for less than an hour.
*litsen to radio.the dj said "artichoke is offensive.bla3.imagine you go an airline company named "crash airlines"."
*LOL-ed
*msg H that she ought to litsen to this radio station upon arriving to JB
*pull the driver seat back while litsening to the radio.with open windows,legs up.reminding myself to write all of these events.
*my sister enter the car and drive all the way home.oh,,someone honk at me and i prevented a woman from jumping queue.and also forgot to metion that i danced ridiculously in the car and sang horribly too.

so thats how my DAY went,from dusk till dawn.

boys and girls,guys and girls.

yesss,i see many of my girl friends that complain about having to cook or clean thier house or whatever.and to let you girl out there know,we boys*(well most of it was mine) also have some tasks that we have to complete after reaching adulthood.

1.i have to azan for my parents leave to haj
2.kena belajar jadi imam.this is hard for me cuz i hate reciting aloud.cuz you see,i dun have THE voice.hha*(salah niat da ni)
3.become more responsible.
4.clear out acnes
5.manage monneh

wel actually 3,4,and 5 i just made it up.so girl.lets grow up together biaaatch!hha.