edward cullen-ish?

today i mysteriously logged in into my facebook page*(although i hav promised not to do that except on Saturday and Sunday).and one of my friend named isamuddin tagged me in one of his post.it was a link to his blog that hav most of our close related friends tagged also.an yup,because i was damn bored i read the blog post without delay.

it was a blog post with two pictures inserted titled "5B & 5M".it is a post about his most cherished girlfriends and boyfriends*(and i do mean literally FRIENDS) and it have me included *(yeayyy).although some of the facts were wrong*(he stated i don't want to hav a mate until i've finished pharmacy.but the truth is until the age of 26/28.bahahaha) but it me feel the warm,fuzzy feeling that you feel when you grabbed your favorite blanket on a cold sunday morning.especially when i've been reading it with an Anuar Zain background music that sounds so touchy.and that feeling can be achieved through appreciation.

ask naniey how am i before.i always ask her about whatever that she feels after hannging out with me.back then i call it post mortem and now i just realized it have a synonym called insecure.and now instead of asking "what do you feel when hanging out with me,walking with me,talking and etc."*(i may be exaggerate a bit),i just keep in touch with her and you know what?so far,so good.

but as human being,sometimes we have the need to know wht people think about us,wether we suk or what.or are we being appriciated.sometimes a simple thank you or appriciation can go a long way.it's one of the simple words that can make you smile all day,without no reason at all.but asking for it seems a bit needy*(i dont mean it in a bad way,and as a man i have an ego to protect.haa).so as a friend,just say thank you,or a random-cute *bluekk* will make the other party felt appreciated.it shows that we appreciate them.(and i spelled appriciated wrong twice)

and to all my friends,that have been there for me,even pergi lepak je,i dedicate this quote,phrase,cut or whatever you call it from the january 2011 edition of readers digest,page 88 that says ;

"people say you can't choose your family, but if i have filled out a request form for the perfect sister-soul-mate-friend i couldn't have been more blessed than i am in having you in my life"

p/s;bahahahaha to all of you and happy maulidur rasul;)and lastly ABIGFATTHANKYOU