corny and crappy lovestory

Stunning and amazing. The following blog post is about a bet or better yet a pact that an innocent chocolate loving guy made with a talented reader girl who loves to write. ADELE is the main topic of our discussion here. It’s like in glee where Mr Schuester gives the glee kids an assignment for the week.it was fun and fun at the same time.

People say to be able to picture something well, perfect composition, we need to put ourselves in that someone’s shoes for a change. Understanding their background and where did they came from. And to be able to write something good, we need to write about what we came familiar of. And from what I know, my dreams are real. Though it might not be a well-known scientist proven fact but the very least it is mine, mine to say it is true and declaring that it is false. I'm sure of myself more than the world is to me. And Adele lets me dream about things, drift away in my halcyon days even if the world is going to end. Although she didn't write most of these marvellous lovesongs, just,for 5 inutes,imagine that she did. through her life experience, the ups and downs of her own karma, came up with these wonderful set-lists of songs. Such as the song titled daydreamer, about a perfect someone, a guy that is too perfect to be true. ”a jaw dropper, looks good when he walks, he’s the subject of their talk” and how I wish to be that guy or if i'm a girl, that will be the guy of my dreams. to be able to stand for his nation as the lyrics of hometown glory say “show we aren’t gonna stand shit, show that we are united show that we aren’t gonna take it”. Having that solid view of what is right and wrong with strong confidence in his eyes, will melt anybody’s heart to stone. Amazingly, Adele have her debut album titled 19, well crafted.

Adele once said “My debut album is about being between 18 and 19; about love”. From shallow hopes and dreams of an observer. Hoping to be in love with that certain someone that glues you to the moment. Nail you to the spot, paralyzing you. THE girl that is able to stop time when she walks gracefully in front of you. But as I said before, dreams of an observer, it was never true in the first place. “u say my name like there could be an us, I best tidy up my head, im the only one in love”. And as you fall in love, the song crazy for you will be on queue. A song that is painted well in picturing someone that is head over heels. Screaming out his name, imagine that he is at your side and do anything that he say. As the lyrics was sung with strong emotion ”tell me to run and I’ll race, if you ask me to stop ill freeze”.

Imagine what I’ve been telling you, what you have read so far was a love story. About a girl, met with a perfectly figured charming guy, fell hopelessly down to her knees and the guy follows to be on her side. The guy accept her love, but the story don’t end with some happily ever after as all real life stories have been for the past few decades. And as love fades,bleached , between the gaps of air that is present between them, cold shoulder plays. The guy cheats and the girl starts to run. Deciding whether she needs to give up on the relationship or keep on running, one night of heartbreak after the other. looking downwards, chasing pavements. After “Time and time again I play the role of fool” she decides to leave the guy. Instead of hurting herself over and over again. she decides to leave. ”excuse me first love but im through”.

During the first few phases of separation , an emotional roller coaster ride to maturity occurred. The ups and down of your feeling to 21. To me the album 21 seems like a continuum of the first album’s lovestory that ended with the song titled first love. The second album seeps into the vulnerability of the human emotion. The ups and down of it. The songs are portrayed as if they were sponged out of people's emotion and mortalized to immortality. Songs like rolling in the deep and turning tables accepts what have happen, what was and move on. Blaming the other party, rejecting what might have been lost in the process but being strong as if they were insulted in the first place. At the same time, she tries hard to stand strong on her own two feet and walk away, keeping distance. But after walking for so long, somehow, someday we will eventually look back, to what was. And that tiny little dot of hope clings on to what could have happen if you have stayed.

Feelings that have kept you so strong for so long now put you to shame. Shame of things you have said to fuel your journey to forget him. Carved into new sentences of deeper feeling, feelings that were true such honest song were projected. Feeling that made you hope that he will came back. ”don’t you remember, the reason you loved me before?”. Am I the only one hurting, the only one scavenging for the happy memories of the both of us before to set up a warm blanket for me to endure this cold heartaching pain.

And after years of keeping distance from each other, you’ve come to a point where you was never going to get over him but at the same time you are through with the relationship. Imagine staring through a glass one day, standing inside it was the guy that you’ve once love. Seeing that he is happy and moved on. For him everything falls into place after you have left. But you keep on being alone, never forgetting your first love. your first kiss. even in the future all you hoped was finding someone like him.

But unknown for us, some songs have a deeper ,more meaningful meaning than what was said. He wont go, was about a couple, enduring one of her partners addiction to heroin and because of that she became inspired. The journey through rehab and how they stay together despite their separation. And lovesong is about when she misses her mother during her stay at Malibu. The song was sad as at that point of time, she really misses home. she sang it for her mom and she states that the song have lifted the heavy feeling that she have felt before. And lastly the song daydreamer was about his bi-boyfriend and I quote “Daydreamer’ is about this boy I was in love with, like proper in love with. He was bi and I couldn’t deal with that. All the things I wanted from my boyfriend, he was never going to be. I get really jealous anyway, so I couldn’t fight with girls and boys”.

Songs inspired you, epic songs make you feel lifted , make you get up all high and do crazy stuff. But rarely, a song can crawl into you deeply vulnerable heart, understanding it or capture that point of time and immortalize it for the whole world to hear. And kudos Adele for singing songs that made you wonder, that made you think. that made you find meaning in life, bringing justice to your falling heart without ever lying to them.

p/s ; And I might have made the worst most corny and crappy love story in history adele have already sung about this in a summary that is more elegant and UH-MAZING that what I have written. Adele – hiding my heart.