remember this.

"when we say things like,people don't change,it drives scientist crazy.because change is literally the only constant in all of science.
Energy,matter,its always changing.morphing,merging,growing,dying.its the way people trying not to change that's unnatural.The way we cling onto what things were instead of letting them be what they are.The way we cling onto old memories instead of forming new ones.The way we insist on believing despite every scientific indication that everything in this lifetime is permanent.
Change is constant.how we experience change, that's up to us. It can feel like death or it can feel like a second chance at life. If we open our fingers,loosen our grips,go with it. It can feel like pure adrenaline. Like at any moment, we can have another chance in life. Like at any moment,we could be born all over again."
-grey's anatomy,S7e1-

p/s;going away for some time ;))